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Wish I could look pretty without even trying.

Cracks are still there.

Yeah, I’ll say it. Admit it. I miss you.

But sucks for me, it will never ever go back to the way things were. When I was happy, and you were happy. Now only you smile and I wonder if like me it is a fake smile with true hurt or thoughts hidden beneath the surface.

But I guess that’s why they say when a heart breaks, it doesnt break even.

Yes, I’m still hurt. And it’s going to be like that for a while. I dont give a shit if you think that’s pathetic. I’m glad you’re happy. I can only hope that one day you will be in my position and realize what it feels like to be me.

I can’t get enough of them!

or him… ;)

I can’t get enough of them!

or him… ;)

(Source: samanthadawnxoxo, via superelite)

Every squeezing second.

Stop. Pause. Recognize how fast life is passing us by.

Time is moving all too fast and constricting me from truly enjoying what is around me. I look back and see what I could of, should have done and am left with this restlessness. 

Some memories hurt to think of, making me want to forget while others I wish could have lasted and ensured a sense of happiness when truly needed. I wish I had more time with you. 

With you who made me so comfortable in my skin and kept me smiling thinking that you cared and made me feel like I have some worth. A feeling I can say I have felt before but not quite like that.

And you, who has always been there for me never failing to catch me when I fall or gave me the confidence to express my true feelings. Telling me I fell for him, or need to let go. Or that I need to ignore what others say and focus what is right in front of me. 

My heart hurts whenever a second passes by because I am so uncomfortable with change, although I constantly wish for it as I sit alone. I fear what comes next and know that you may not always be there as others have promised to be and left me behind hurt and with one less to get me through my darkest days.

What comes next? I never know but I just wish time would slow down so I could take a breath and embrace the potential around me and stop wasting time on those who should take up no space in my life and only throwing more obstacles in my way.